Turbulance

Tame the thousand restless thoughts residing in my brain
tame them calm them make them leave before I go insane -
oh how the twilight makes all rest except for those won't invest
in tranquilizers white and blue to calm the heart and make one new -

The painful, plain and fearless truth comes crashing forth in waves
upon the shores of matter gray, the folds within my brain -
Reality sinks as a stone beneath the turbid sea
and searching in the darkest night - a beacon beckons me -

A torch of hope shines through the night
uncertainty gives up the fight
transformed into a ray of hope
which gives me strength to live and cope
Although the path was somewhat lost
The lessons learned were worth the cost -
And from the shattered past reborn
do I see the coming morn -