Why J.C.? Why?

the simple sweet serenity
once came so simple, and so free
yet now its gone - gone as I long
for the light so bright and strong -

I feel your presence in my dreams
your non existant eyes still gleam
your smile still haunts me day and night
no hope to see you within sight -

----I still wonder, every day. what I did wrong. I am so sorry - (no this doesn't apply to you A.P.)