Wanting Resolve

and as I span the stream of tears
which I have cried out through my fears
does the answer come and show itself
when no one really hears -
and as all that came before
go running right out of these doors
do I only let back in
those who true have always been

Let me be, you are free -
and I know you'll never see
what it is that you have done
all I've lost and all you've won
I'm deafeated - let me go
let my pain and hatred so
so that I may go live on
till this pain witin is gone