Confused

Restless once again in bed

a distant daydream in my head

of held embraces through the night

that brought my darkness into light

Your smile is radiant like the sun

which by the lake had made us one

no thoughts of what was meant to be

no thoughts of recent history -

I'd give my life to make you well

I'd give my life to make you whole

Your happiness is tantamount

worth well beyond any amount

Your touch haunts every waking dream

your smile haunts all the things I see

And happy tears still mark my face

with thoughts of one I can't replace -

Please forgive my weakened state

for I do know my very fate

My hope, unfounded, still abounds

My love, abounded, has been found -